What should i do (boy/friends)??? i need help?

HEyy :) welll im in love with my friends ex bf n my friends future bf (long story bout the future part). LIke last month my fruiend, n her bf was still dating, wanted me to get her bf (chris) to break up bc she didnt want him anymore. So that wat happened but she actually liked him. so me n chris hung out one day n we kissed on the lip n my friend (diana) got mad (chris ex) at me. from that on chris started to fall in love love with me he drew pictures of me. Also he fell in love with my friend (lexi) so lexi is chris future bf. me n chris r like rlly clos friend n we both like each other. I hookup with him n diana got pisssed caz i promised i wouldnt n we got in a whole fight over it but now we r friends :D. diana keep yelline at chris for hookin up with me. but me n chris wanna go out but i wnt bc of my friends. My question is Should i go outwith him i want to??????.. im just in love with this kid he made me forget bout all my exs bf n he has everything i want in a guy he makes me feel so special. im always thinkin of him... I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART. but i dnt want to looose my friend over it. SO what should i do